Monday, January 28, 2013

truth

When I started this blog I thought it would be mostly about our family of 3.  Well, mostly about Wes.  But I've found that this blog has also been a way for me to share my heart.  It's provided an outlet to share my thoughts and feelings.  I don't know how many people read the blog besides family and close friends, and that's OK.  I'm enjoying looking back and seeing how I've changed, how Wes has changed, how our family has grown and changed.

I've been doing a lot of self reflection lately (I don't know why) and feel like I'm just bursting with emotions.  And if I don't write them down, let them out, and be honest, I just may explode.  So, if you like to read this blog to see Wes, this may not be your favorite post.  I'll throw in some pics of him for fun though. :)




Truths:
  • I watch too much TV
  • I'm proud of myself for completing my first mini triathlon-it felt awesome.
  • I don't read my Bible enough
  • I think my son is the cutest child ever
  • Often times I feel like a failure as a mother and speech pathologist: Wes won't eat vegetables, he only says about 5 real words, and the list goes on...
  • I worry too much about silly things
  • I love driving my mini van: it's got heated seats and a sunroof!
  • The thought of having another child terrifies me and makes me happy at the same time
  • I'm so in love with my husband
  • Sometimes I doubt God's power and think our world is too far gone
  • I hate conflict and confrontation
  • I don't understand women that say they don't want children
  • I get frustrated and feel guilty with being a working mom; no-one gets all my attention
  • I'm so excited for summer time
  • I don't like cooking
  • I struggle with anxiety
  • I compare myself with others WAY too much
  • I want to have more scripture memorized
  • I'm fearful of the broken world that Wes will grow up in

  • These are just some of my thoughts and things that have been on my heart lately.  It feels good to let it out.  Whether it's right or wrong it feels good to be honest.  Thank you God for loving me the way I am.

    And the moral of the story is...the truth will set you free (John 8:32).

    Monday, January 14, 2013

    swim, bike, run, and DONE!

    I did it!  On Sunday I completed my first (sprint) triathlon at the east YMCA.  I trained for about 11 weeks, taking a week off over the holidays.  Most of my training focused on the biking, as it was the most difficult leg of the triathlon for me.  I was quite anxious the night before the race and didn't sleep very well.  I felt like I was in high school again, getting nervous before a big swim meet.  I'm not sure why I got so nervous.  I didn't really have many expectations since it was my first one.  I guess that's just my personality.

    The first heat started at 7:00 am and I was in the second wave at 7:30 am.  My start time was determined by my swimming time that I put down when I registered.  It was a little too early for me, but it didn't give me much time to get nervous.  And it was nice to be done early so I had the rest of the day to rest.
    not the most flattering pic, but just showing my number

    Nervous! Just ready to go!

    The Swim:
    Overall, it went fine.  I thought I would swim the 500 yards in about 8 and 1/2 minutes, but my official time was 9:11.  That time includes me getting out of the pool and running by the timing system.  A little slower than I would have liked, but I remember telling myself while swimming, "take it easy Emily.  You've never biked and ran after your swim", so I just tried to relax and not force it.   As a swimmer, it was difficult sharing a lane, wearing something different, and wearing a timing chip on my ankle. 
    my training buddy Jessika.  She came to encourage me early in the morning, even though she didn't race until noon.

    in the far lane


    The Bike:
    Actually, it wasn't as bad as I was anticipating.  I think I had built it up in my head to being very tough, as I really struggled with my training on the bike.  I think I was distracted enough by my friends and family and the other competitors that I didn't focus on the time and my burning legs.  I was hoping to bike the 6 miles in 23 minutes and my official times was 22:08 minutes.  My music also helped.  The night before the race, I downloaded Salt n' Pepa "Push It" and that song came on at just the right time. :)  I was pleased with my biking overall.
    Thankful my hubby and his encouragement

    feeling pretty good

    The Run:
    Oh, the run...definitely ended up being the hardest part.  I know it was only 2 miles, but it was really hard after pedaling so hard for 22 minutes.  My legs felt weird.  I had practiced going from the bike to the run, but I had always cleaned my bike before I started running.  I didn't want people judging me for not cleaning my bike. :)  So, when my friend Jessika yelled at me to "Go!" right when I hit the 6 mile mark on the bike, my legs weren't quite ready to start running yet!  The other challenging part about the run is that it was on a track.  I had to run 24 laps.  Luckily they kept track of my laps.  I wanted to walk pretty bad around lap 9, but there were so many people encouraging me, I just kept going.  I hit 1 mile and thought "I can do this"!  I got lapped a couple times by a really fast chick.  I knew she was a runner, so I didn't stress about it.  I think she actually pushed me to keep going.  I predicted I would run about a 10 minute mile, so overall running the 2 miles in about 20 minutes.  My official time was 17:32 minutes for the 2 mile run.  I was very excited to see that.  That time explained my exhaustion after the whole thing!
    I did it!

    Transitions:
    Let's just say, this will be an area of improvement.  It took me about a minute and a half to transition from the swim to the bike.  Basically, that is too long.  But, it was my first time and the transitions are tough to practice.  Next time, I will just put my shoes on and go.  I won't wear the capris next time.  I will also just put my tank top on while pedaling.  Luckily I had my friends and family to get my water and music set up for me.
    Don't fall!

    Overall time: 50:25 minutes
    Swim: 9:11 minutes
    Transition 1:32 minutes
    Bike: 22:08
    Transition 2: 0 (the bikes were right next to the track)
    Run: 17:32
    getting some ART treatment from Jonny's co-worker Dr. Turpin
    Pretty painful, but much needed!

    My proud dad!


    Just a little note:  My dad, who got me into this, beat me by 14 hundredths of a second!  He is awesome.  It was so much fun to do this with my dad and another good friend.
    my studly dad

    Done!

    Working hard

    Look at that smile!

    How cute are they?!

    Dad getting some ART treatment

    We did it!

    I hope I'm still competing at 58 years old!

    And the moral of the story is..."I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" -Philippians 4:13

    Wednesday, January 9, 2013

    Its the most wonderful time of the year

    Merry Christmas and happy new year! Anybody surprised that I'm just now blogging about this on January 9th, 2012?  Didn't think so.  I don't feel the least bit guilty about it either.  I thoroughly enjoyed everyday of my Christmas break.  So, who cares that I'm just now sharing Christmas 2012 memories?!
    designed by Tessa Konen.  Check her out here!

    Our Christmas break started at about 12:30 on Friday, December 21st.  Like a good girl, I got all my work done and was able to leave early.  I headed up to Salina to pick up my boys.  Jonny and Wes spent the day getting all of Minneapolis well adjusted for the holidays.  We headed west toward Parker, Colorado around 2:30.  Wes did a fabulous job traveling, as he definitely enjoys facing forward.  Every trip we make in the Odyssey reassures me that it was an excellent purchase.  :)


    We spent the weekend in Colorado with Jonny's family and have decided that it just might be a new family tradition.  Wes enjoyed "playing" with his cousins.  He wasn't as excited about opening presents as I thought he would be, but he does love all of his new toys.





    We headed back home on Christmas eve morning.  Wes again traveled well, thank God.  We went straight to my parent's house, changed clothes, headed to church since I committed to sing during the service.  It was a beautiful service reflecting on what Christmas is all about.  I sang "A baby changes everything", which was made popular by Faith Hill.  I find it difficult to sing these days without crying.  So many of the lyrics touch my heart.  I can't imagine being the mother to the Savior of the world.  Thank you God for sending your son as a baby.

    We enjoyed Christmas morning just the 3 of us.  We realize how blessed we are.  Wes enjoyed getting to play with all of his new toys.
    playing with his talking flashlight

    just watching TV in his wagon

    Christmas continued as we headed over to my parents house to enjoy time with my family.  We enjoyed chicken and noodles and watched the Muppet Christmas Carol.  We spent the night, and opened presents the next morning, after we enjoyed monkey bread!




    Jonny and I got to enjoy a few days at home together.  Jonny got to spend a lot of time with Wes, so I could go workout after a week away from the gym to get ready for the triathlon.  On Saturday after Christmas we headed up to Chapman, KS for the Foerschler Christmas.  We always have a great time seeing everyone and seeing how the family grows each year!
    how cute are they in their matching shirts?!



    Wes is the 1st great grandchild with the Foerschler name

    "I'm funny mom!"

    And just like that we celebrated with almost all of our family!  Surprisingly, we weren't too exhausted.  We ended the break by getting Christmas decorations put away and just enjoying time at home as a family.

    And the moral of the story is...Jesus is the greatest gift we will ever receive, and Wes is a close second.